*DISCLAIMER: This may be incredibly boring and stupidly personal, but it was therapeutic for me; therefore, I'm going to go ahead and post it.
I'm about to get really real with all of you {sorry if it's a little too real}. I've been in a weird place lately. I got a great job last spring as many of you may know, but I had to work with someone who honestly crushed my spirits. Not only did this person hurt my feelings, but {I feel} punished me further by kicking me out of an organization that I truly loved. {Disclaimer: She may have not intentionally punished me or kicked me out, but it's how I feel.}
For the past few months I have had her voice running through my head telling me how inadequate I am. This has kept me from moving on and doing the things I love. I kept finding things about myself to hate, including the things she pointed out to me.
But, I'm done punishing myself, and I'm done listening to her.
Blogs are often a view into the best parts of a bloggers life. I've kept this part of my life hidden by not blogging. I love blogging, designing, writing, and so many other things. I'm done putting myself in a box that someone else built for me. I'm ready to come back and show you guys the happy parts of my life.
I'm about to get really real with all of you {sorry if it's a little too real}. I've been in a weird place lately. I got a great job last spring as many of you may know, but I had to work with someone who honestly crushed my spirits. Not only did this person hurt my feelings, but {I feel} punished me further by kicking me out of an organization that I truly loved. {Disclaimer: She may have not intentionally punished me or kicked me out, but it's how I feel.}
For the past few months I have had her voice running through my head telling me how inadequate I am. This has kept me from moving on and doing the things I love. I kept finding things about myself to hate, including the things she pointed out to me.
But, I'm done punishing myself, and I'm done listening to her.
Blogs are often a view into the best parts of a bloggers life. I've kept this part of my life hidden by not blogging. I love blogging, designing, writing, and so many other things. I'm done putting myself in a box that someone else built for me. I'm ready to come back and show you guys the happy parts of my life.
2 comments:
sorry to hear about this =( I've missed your cute outfit posts, hope to see more soon! Keep looking up!
I feel your pain. I've had a co-worker treat me the same way for years. It was unprovoked, confusing, and disheartening. I had to learn to do just what it sounds like you are beginning to do: not allow her negativity to have an impact. Stay confident, happy, and live your life in such a way that no one (including yourself!) would ever believe what she's saying about you. I sincerely hope things get better for you. Good luck!
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